Been MIA

Alright, I know that I have been MIA for awhile now. I finished Kidnapped and then went all into hiding. The truth was that life just got really crazy. I started a few online classes that took up quite a bit of my time and then I went out of town at the last minute and that really pushed everything back. Plus I had so many ideas in my head and no clue how to write half of them or where they were going which I must have because that is just how I write. I don't have to have the whole story laid out because I've found that writing is very fluid. No matter how much you think you know where a story is going once you get and the characters take over things always end up a different direction. That said I still need to have at least a clue how to get through the beginning and where I would like it to go and I really didn't have one at all. I had great titles and fun ideas but nothing more. So rather than post some crappy something I went into hiding. Sorry that I didn't share but that's just what hiding is.



I read a lot, which means that I have some great fics to recommend in the upcoming weeks, and I thought about if I really loved this layout (still not sure) and I wondered how many more fanfics to I really have left in me. The hardest one to contemplate was the last because there was no answer. So I got off my butt and moved on. I didn't think about it or writing and concentrated on enjoying the great works out there and the funny blogs that I love and my own work and school.



But the think about writing and fanfiction is that it gets in under your skin. Every time you read something new you think how you would have done it or you compare your stuff to theirs and sometimes it comes up wanting. You start thinking that maybe you have one story left or the next will be better. You put yourself in the story and you feel lost without it. Or maybe that's just me. Either way it made me want to search out something great to write.



I had a few stories that I had started but none of them felt right so again I walked away. But suddenly a few days ago a story came to me. A twist on something that might have been done before but if so I haven't seen it. I would like to promise that it will be posted next week or even the week after that but I have no timeline for this one. I am just going as it goes but I will keep you all updated and I will get back to posting regularly so that you all know that I haven't gone MIA again. And next time I won't pull a Cullen family from New Moon move and just up and leave. I'll at least take you out in the wood next to your house and break your heart. Just kidding. Point being that I will let you know if I feel another break coming. Until next time.